So, I got the new Nintendo Power magazine, the holiday edition, because it had a huge picture of Link on the front, and I walked into the library, carrying the Nintendo Power, and right into one of the guys from high school... he's really nice and we started talking about video games, and computers and the like, (and he's into music too!) and I really like him.... 'like'-like him (lol zelda pun!) anyway, he's the first guy I've liked since almost before high school.

just thought I post this up.




PS I DON'T WORK AT RYAN'S ANYMORE!!!! CRACKER BARREL HIRED ME YESTERDAY AND I TURNED IN MY RESIGNATION!!!!! WHOOOOOOO-HOOOOOOOO!!!

I hate thanks giving with a burning passion, in fact I hate all of the holidays up till the fourth of July.

i finished nanowrimo last night at 55k whoo, back to regularly scheduled looserdom

I hate writing.

I cry so much during Up.
why am I suck a sucker for nostalgic movies.

So one of my friends nudged me, because I haven't posted in a while. Well... trace it back my last post was right before nanowrimo started. I'm 6618 words behind, so I'm not going to be posting much because these are words waisted because I can't use them toward my totatl!!!!

It doesn't help that the doctor hasput me on meclizine which makes me sleep. (stupid ear infections)

does handsanitizer make anyone else sneeze?

xynare's Halloween party:

alaskastreet dressed as a third baseman for the Braves.
alchemy_the_kid dressed as Nora Roberts riding a rabbit.
death_the_kid dressed as Mary-Kate Olsen with her very own conjoined Ashley.
duzie_ou didn't even show up and doesn't get any candy.
haruhara dressed as Reese Witherspoon.
jatropa dressed as Camilla Parker-Bowles when she becomes Queen.
luvynia dressed as a downpour.
popcandy dressed as Sybil - except that Sybil didn't show but the other 34 personalities did.
reapercreeper dressed as a ghost.
shadow_sprinter dressed as Bleeding Gums Murphy.
thetommie dressed as Wesley Crusher from "Star Trek".
xynare dressed as Mde. Lachienne Foutue d'Enfer -- you don't wanna know.
so nikki you get to be Mary-Kate Olsen with a conjoined Ashley riding a rabbit, playing a saxiphone and dieing (because that's what Bleeding Gums Murphy did in the simpsons) and kitty you dress up as Reece Witherspoon but don't get to show up... it's sad that five of my friends are acutally just 2 people. thanks guys.
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Spaghetti
I hate grandma's spaghetti. The noodles slide down like rubber ropes and stick enough to make you choke. Leaves float around the watery, overly sweet sauce, and the stench is enough to gag a dead person. It's horrible, plain and simple: horrible. It could never compare to mom's spaghetti. Taco spaghetti, Mom and I called it. Mexican spices, angel haired pasta, I can taste the melted cheese on my tongue just thinking about it.
Like her spaghetti, grandma's bible bedtime stories, the one where where god turns a woman into a pillar of salt for looking back at her home, where nothing like Mom's. Or the way grandma yells like an alarm to wake me up, even the way she demands that my room be kept clean is wrong.
Mom used to do everything so much better, before she left me here.
Her bed times stories were dreams waiting to happen: princesses in bright pink dresses waiting for their knights in shining armor, fairies that live in gardens and make plants grow. I wonder if the princess ever got rescued, if the daises ever bloomed. I miss our 'Good Morning Sun' song, and I miss the way she never got mad about toys being out of place. She knew the perfect way to do everything.

I really miss her, and especially her spaghetti.

Tonight I saw my breath for the first time this season!!! It makes me feel good. It helped that today was just a good day in general. There wasn't anything particularly spectacular about it, but it was nice never the less.
I finished reading 'Neverwhere' (I really enjoyed this book, it's an absolute master piece). then I went to work, where normally my perfectly good day would be ruined. But it wasn't, Franco and Melina (Franco's last day, and Melina's a trainee) were the managers. It wasn't a busy night either what with the mullet festival going on in Niceville. But it passed quicker because we were out of the right receipt paper. this means I had to ring people up then write everything down by hand and send them off. It was hilarious..

so all in all a good day.

By the way if you like books that are strange but wonderful. read neverwhere seriously it's amazing!!

i feel sick
don''t wanna go to work.

it's strange, Liz died last night. It's strange to type that. I've known her since 3rd grade, we talked two weeks ago. She one of the best friends anyone could have ever asked for. All I can think about is her bead door, that she was the first person to invite me to a party from school, her brothers, music, playing video games, it hurts.
I sent an email to Amanda tonight. She's the only one left out of the four of us, it's scary.

I miss her. It's hard to imagine that after last night, life is going to carry on, but with out Liz in it. I already miss her so much, I still cry about Amiee, when does it stop?

A FROG JUST JUMPED OFF THE FRONT PORCH WALL AND LANDED IN MY HAND AS I WENT TO OPEN THE FRONT DOOR!!!! I HATE FROGS!!!!

My dad's going to be laid off, or at least that's what people are saying. (people being my family.)

I actually find that this really fits well.



Dreamy Idealist Dreamy Idealist

Dreamy Idealists are very cautious and therefore often appear shy and reserved to others. They share their rich emotional life and their passionate convictions with very few people. But one would be very much mistaken to judge them to be cool and reserved. They have a pronounced inner system of values and clear, honourable principles for which they are willing to sacrifice a great deal. Joan of Arc or Sir Galahad would have been good examples of this personality type. Dreamy Idealists are always at great pains to improve the world. They can be very considerate towards others and do a lot to support them and stand up for them. They are interested in their fellow beings, attentive and generous towards them. Once their enthusiasm for an issue or person is aroused, they can become tireless fighters.

For Dreamy Idealists, practical things are not really so important. They only busy themselves with mundane everyday demands when absolutely necessary. They tend to live according to the motto “the genius controls the chaos” - which is normally the case so that they often have a very successful academic career. They are less interested in details; they prefer to look at something as a whole. This means that they still have a good overview even when things start to become hectic. However, as a result, it can occasionally happen that Dreamy Idealists overlook something important. As they are very peace-loving, they tend not to openly show their dissatisfaction or annoyance but to bottle it up. Assertiveness is not one of their strong points; they hate conflicts and competition. Dreamy Idealists prefer to motivate others with their amicable and enthusiastic nature. Whoever has them as superior will never have to complain about not being given enough praise.
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As at work, Dreamy Idealists are helpful and loyal friends and partners, persons of integrity. Obligations are absolutely sacred to them. The feelings of others are important to them and they love making other people happy. They are satisfied with just a small circle of friends; their need for social contact is not very marked as they also need a lot of time to themselves. Superfluous small talk is not their thing. If one wishes to be friends with them or have a relationship with them, one would have to share their world of thought and be willing to participate in profound discussions. If you manage that you will be rewarded with an exceptionally intensive, rich partnership. Due to their high demands on themselves and others, this personality type tends however to sometimes overload the relationship with romantic and idealistic ideas to such an extent that the partner feels overtaxed or inferior. Dreamy Idealists do not fall in love head over heels but when they do fall in love they want this to be a great, eternal love.
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Adjectives which describe your type: introverted, theoretical, emotional, spontaneous, idealistic, dreamy, effusive, pleasant, reserved, friendly, passionate, loyal, perfectionist, helpful, creative, composed, curious, obstinate, with integrity, willing to make sacrifices, romantic, cautious, shy, peace-loving, vulnerable, sensitive, communicative, imaginative

sorry to say this nikki, but waitresses are spoiled and bratty. They need to go out and get real jobs, especially if they're over 35 and have children and won't stop complaining. And they need to stop being bitches, just in general.